Tuesday, February 05, 2008
i've been feeling easily annoyed lately.. probably because of the pill that i'm taking. causing all my hormones to go haywire. i guess that is my side effect from this medication. very short fuse .. trigger happy with the anger tad much..can't help it..
its not that i got pissed with no ryhme or reason. that would happen when i'm pregnant. but i'm not. i've got reasons. and obviously they are valid. but i hate feeling this way.. i'm grouchier.. people tend to get on my nerves easily..
i've even tempted to scream at this old man who parked his camry beside mine, opened his door and hit my car, yet didn't apologise even after i lowered down my window and called out, excuse me.. he pretended he didn't hear me..well, two can play that game. you pretend to be deaf. i pretend to be blind. opened my car door a little too hard. oops! if you can do it.. so can i!
gives me that momentary gratification. anyway.. that was one of the times my blood rushes to my head and i could feel myself boiling. yeah.. its not frustration.. its not just anger.. it has become vindictive to the brink of violence. what is wrong with people and apologizing?? too big an ego to say sorry?! you f***ing ass!
anyway,time to move on. i need to distract myself. victoria's secrets' online order is not helping since they are sending their shipment in batches.. idiot! makes me wait for my gap coz i'm consolidating the orders to save on base charge. blah. blah. i need to dance.
i'm dreading the coming holidays. nothing to do. dy's gotta work. time just gonna be wasted. i need to go on a holiday. i need to go paris. i think i shall go paris.. in december.. this year.
yes. i think i shall.
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